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Friday, August 31, 2007 @ 11:38 PM


back home not long ago, cos juz now went to meet jinpeng at 5pm+ at bb control station.. initially we were supposed to meet at 7pm de.. but he didnt tell me abt the change of time, until i smsed him if any changes pls tell me. den he called me saying he on his way to bb le! i haven even bathe and get myself prepared yet, at tat time i was still playing with comp. =.=

oh well, when i heard tis, i quickly went to take a bath, and zoomed out of the hse.. lols.. we took mrt to Dover, den changed to bus 74(i tink) to ACS and meet the VP of the Astro club there, Zhao Yue.. wah.. tell u ar, he was frm China and his English is so powderful! when he speaks, he dun even sound like he was frm China, in fact, it sounded like he was frm a English-speaking family.. cant even hear the accent of China.. However, when he speaks in chinese, the china accent is really strong.. =)

we carried the telescope and stuffs around.. went to take our dinner at the nearby coffee shop, and decided to take cab back.. initially, we decided to go put those stuffs at jp's hse, but it was far, so we put the stuffs at Yew Tee CC instead. we waited for the cab for very long, so we took public transports instead. =.= by the time we reached YTCC, it was already 9pm+..

after putting the stuffs at YTCC, we went behind the CC and do some obing.. LOLs.. without telescope, and full of light pollution. we spotted Jupiter first!! and den followed by Scorpius and Saggitarius.. behind is the Summer Triangle, Altair, Vega and Denab.. hehes.. and we also saw a huge stream of "milky way" which is more milky than milky way! hahas.. noe wat i mean? =p

after obing and chatting for a while, it was almost 10pm le, den Zhao Yue went home le.. so jp and i oso headed back to mrt station.. we went to the NTUC at the mrt station and walk walk a while.. and we bought drinks and drank at the bus stop.. while drinking, we chatted too.. cant really rmb wat we chatted, but we were chatting abt SMRT? tat's lame, cos we've running out of things to chat le.. so we chatted until abt 10:30pm.. hahas.. after tat we took mrt back le.. but in different direction.. lols.. it's strange, cos i nv receive any phone call frm any of my family members asking abt my whereabouts.. hahas.. cos if i'm not home by 10pm, they will call me le.. o.O

tml still have to meet jp (and the rests i supposed?) to decorate the booth for the upcoming Astro event, and Sunday too!! haiz.. busy man... so, i'll have to slp now, and it has been a tiring day for me too! Nitez! =\


Thursday, August 30, 2007 @ 2:50 PM


aha! i've juz updated 5/5 blog.. hehe.. nothing better to do.. and the blogskin was like very long le.. so i decided to change to a new look.. hope u all wont mind ya? cos previously i always like black blogskin.. but tat one was really dull.. hahas... so now i decided to try something new. instead of black background, i changed to white de.. effect not bad.. =D

here's the link to 5/5 blog: http://five-five-friends.blogspot.com/


Wednesday, August 29, 2007 @ 9:35 PM


hahas. juz went out with huahua for dinner. we ate mac. after eating, we went to This Fashion.. she saw a long-sleeve shirt and went to try out.. while she was trying out, a Capri Pants caught my attention.. i told myself no matter wat, i wan it! so i went to try out the pants, and i liked it a lot!! it was comfortable!! =)

The pants look baggy.. and it looks like a skirt when worn on me.. (yup, and it looks like the one which Kikyo wears! juz tat it's not red in colour.. hahas!).. nice lehh.. kekes.. it was quite ex to me though.. but i tink, once in a while is ok ba? =)

anyways, after buying our stuffs, we went to lib and read some books.. we read the ghost story.. wahh.. nice lehh.. some quite lame too! =) yeah..

finally, my "Friends" in my msn contacts hit 200!!



however, most of them are YouTubers who added me into their contact lists.. hahas.. =p


Tuesday, August 28, 2007 @ 11:51 PM


yea! i'm keeping myself occupied with works and stuffs.. so i will not have time to tink abt him.. and ya! it really works!! =D guessed i'm almost gotten over him le ba? well well.. i have started my PP report.. currently i've written 1000+ words.. the report need at least 2000 words! ok den.. i'll have to keep praying.. yup.. Prayer really works! It worked for me when i dunno how to start on it.. Thank you Lord! =)


Monday, August 27, 2007 @ 11:30 PM


oh well.. i've made up my mind.. i shall give up on him and the song.. cos without him, i oso cannot write a good song. yup.. it might be a pity, but the song will have no meaning if i continue writing.. its hard to forget abt him ya.. but i'm sure i may get over it after some time.. =)


Sunday, August 26, 2007 @ 5:53 PM


hmms.. today's xian shi was a real SUCCESS!! woohoo!!~ cos during the rehearsal, we made a lot of mistakes.. especially tis morning while we were making our last preparation.. when we first started singing in the morning to rehearse 1 last time, it was horrible!! lols.. cos we forget the action part, and some lyrics.. hahas.. however, it get slightly better after we practiced for sometime.. guessed we've already warmed ourselves up by den.. =)

after rehearsal, we went out to pray.. we prayed individually first, den jonathan finalized the prayer.. during the actual xian shi.. we did even better than our past few rehearsals!! i was shocked too!! but.. when doing the action part, we need to spread our arms, and my "mummy", daniel, was in front of me and i accidentally hit him while spreading my arms.. oops.. but i tink he din feel anything.. guessed the audience din saw me hitting him oso.. it wasnt tat obvious. kekes..

Thank God for making tis a successful one for us!! Tat's the power of all of us praying together. isnt it powerful? =D anyways, during the actual xian shi, i can feel tat all of us, our hearts were really together at ONE at tat very moment!! and i'm very sure of tat... =)


Saturday, August 25, 2007 @ 7:52 PM


hahas. so happy.. hmms.. i tink onli fellowship will make me happy.. lol.. today after fellowship, we rehearsed the song 1 last time.. cos tml have to xian shi le.. 1st service!! muz wake up early as we have to reach church at 8:15am for last preparation..

i did not go fellowship last week cos i was sick.. they added harmony to the last part.. den when we sang the first time today, the guys were singing very loudly.. haha.. made it sounds like national day parade.. =X really.. cos the last note was getting higher and higher.. come to tink of it, i really cant stop laughing. haha..

after fellowship, i took bus 941 back to interchange den changed to bus 173.. cos it was raining soo heavily.. i longbang moon moon to the bus stop, cos she did not bring her umbrella with her.. while walking, i was like shouting here and there.. cos i scared my umbrella will fly up, as it's a small umbrella.. =X

when i reached interchange, i joined in the queue to take bus 173.. Jovan, my sec sch classmate, was RIGHT in front of me and i nv see him.. cos i was folding my umbrella.. after folding, bus came le.. we walked to take the bus.. still, i didnt notice him.. and he was walking right in front of me somemore.. until we boarded the bus.. i looked at my left side, and he looked at me.. after staring each other for sometimes, we recognized each other le. haha.. so we chatted in the bus.

i den found out tat he quitted JC and went to study at NYP.. wows.. wasted leh.. so he's studying NYP 1st yr now.. no wonder i nv see him lately while taking bus 963 back home frm sch.. cos i will see him sometimes after sch and we will take the same bus home too! keke..

anyways.. those things really cheer me up for today! Frens are important! =D


@ 12:19 PM


wat's with me now? shld i give up juz like tat? i wrote tis song juz bcos of him, and he's the one who gave me all these inspiration on writing tis song. but.. do i really have to give up on him soon? i knew tat, we are both frm different world, so it's impossible for us to get together. if i give up on him, den i tink there's no point for me to continue with tat song le. he knows me best. we always said the same thing together and he even knows wat's on my mind..

where are u? i really miss u.. u promised tat u will be glad to service me, and the very nxt day, u were gone. completely no news of u.. why.. muz tis love be so short? u are the one who made me believe in love once again, and now, there's no news of u.. can i still love? =(

oh gosh, why am i being so emo out of a sudden.. o.O haiz.. =(


Friday, August 24, 2007 @ 10:11 AM


yesterday last day of school. dunno to be happy or sad.. happy bcos of last day of sch, sad bcos i will nv be in the same class with them anymore.. i really really love tis class.. haiz.. somemore not many ppl showed up yesterday..

at first, there were 8 ppl in the class de.. den, shaoqing went back le.. followed by 3 of my team members, Glen, Rafi and Hadi.. wat the.. i need them in my team!! so my team onli left Jimmy and i.. we did not much.. and i mean really not much.. lol.. after tat we slacked le.. so.. we onli have 2 members in a team by den.. and we nv combine team oso..

however, when the time was abt 1:45pm, which 3rd meeting almost start, lynn left too!! so meng xiao had to join us le.. we REALLY slacked.. when faci came back, she saw tat the class onli left with the 3 of us.. so, there was no presentation for us!! haha.. she juz came to our team and looked thru wat have we done so far.. guided us thru.. and pointed out wat have we done wrong.. after tat, 6p le.. LOL..

and tat was really early! the lesson ended at 2:30pm.. haha.. but.. still.. i was quite sad.. cos last day of sch, i cant even get to see most of my classmates.. my intention to go for last lesson was juz to see them.. i really envy other classes.. they were celebrating among themselves, with faci treating them pizzas.. haiz.. =(


Tuesday, August 21, 2007 @ 12:11 PM


Attention to those staying at the East: Keep a lookout for Solar Eclipse on this coming 28th Aug at 7:28am if u have time!! =D

P.S. u all are so lucky unlike me, who stay at the West. haiz~


Monday, August 20, 2007 @ 10:06 AM


Finally, my newly-composed song is almost done! actually, in the past, there was a tune tat came suddenly into my mind, but i do not even care abt it. However, now, i've written the song, except for the tunes, i will not let it go easily. I will jot down whatever comes to my mind. Cos, he is the reason i composed this song. He is the one who gave me inspiration for this song. And i wanna compose this song juz for him.. =)


Tuesday, August 14, 2007 @ 10:11 PM


this morning, my mum broke the news to me, tat my dad is going to give my dog, Lucky, away to the "pet orphanage", so ppl could adopt her.. My mum said they're gonna give them 100 bucks. she oso said when i back frm sch, i will not see Lucky anymore.. when i heard tis, i wanted to cry, but i told myself i cannot cry in front of my family bcos of a dog.. they will say tat i'm silly.. so i held back my tears..

while waiting for bus.. i tot of when i reach home, i will not get to see Lucky anymore.. i was very very sad.. and i couldnt hold back my tears anymore.. and it was like so embarrassing.. but my "tears" wouldnt care.. so i boarded the bus.. cried all the way to Woodlands interchange..

yuanyuan asked wat happened to me. cos she could see tat i was not in my usual self.. cos i used to talk a lot.. but today i was extremely quiet.. i dun wan to tell her cos i scared i cannot control my tears.. but when she asked me wat happened to me, my tears started to flow again.. so i excused myself to the washroom.. after tat, she didnt ask me anymore.. i can see tat she was quiet too.. cos in class, onli the both of us could chat a lot.. without any one of us, we could not start the chatting..

while walking home, i walked very slowly.. cos i dun wanna reach home so fast, as there's no point reaching home early.. normally, when i reach home, i will purposely knock on the door, juz to hear Lucky barks.. i really love her barking.. it makes me happy tat there's someone at home waiting for me..

when i passed my corridor, i became more and more restless, and slowdown.. den.. i heard Lucky's barking! i tot tat was juz my illusion, but it wasnt! it was Lucky! she knew i was coming back! so i quickly walked towards my gate.. i stood outside, and saw Lucky inside.. she was sitting near the gate waiting for me.. wagging her tail.. i stared at her for a while, i tot i was dreaming.. and den, i quickly opened the door and she ran towards me..

i couldnt help it.. i was sooo happy to see her! she jumped on me and i hugged her so tightly tat i never hug her like tat b4.. it was the first time i felt this way.. i felt tat i was going to lose her very soon.. i dun wanna let her go... but i knew someday, my parents will still give her away to someone. i really have to spend more time with her b4 i lose her.. =(





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