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Tuesday, August 14, 2007 @ 10:11 PM

this morning, my mum broke the news to me, tat my dad is going to give my dog, Lucky, away to the "pet orphanage", so ppl could adopt her.. My mum said they're gonna give them 100 bucks. she oso said when i back frm sch, i will not see Lucky anymore.. when i heard tis, i wanted to cry, but i told myself i cannot cry in front of my family bcos of a dog.. they will say tat i'm silly.. so i held back my tears..

while waiting for bus.. i tot of when i reach home, i will not get to see Lucky anymore.. i was very very sad.. and i couldnt hold back my tears anymore.. and it was like so embarrassing.. but my "tears" wouldnt care.. so i boarded the bus.. cried all the way to Woodlands interchange..

yuanyuan asked wat happened to me. cos she could see tat i was not in my usual self.. cos i used to talk a lot.. but today i was extremely quiet.. i dun wan to tell her cos i scared i cannot control my tears.. but when she asked me wat happened to me, my tears started to flow again.. so i excused myself to the washroom.. after tat, she didnt ask me anymore.. i can see tat she was quiet too.. cos in class, onli the both of us could chat a lot.. without any one of us, we could not start the chatting..

while walking home, i walked very slowly.. cos i dun wanna reach home so fast, as there's no point reaching home early.. normally, when i reach home, i will purposely knock on the door, juz to hear Lucky barks.. i really love her barking.. it makes me happy tat there's someone at home waiting for me..

when i passed my corridor, i became more and more restless, and slowdown.. den.. i heard Lucky's barking! i tot tat was juz my illusion, but it wasnt! it was Lucky! she knew i was coming back! so i quickly walked towards my gate.. i stood outside, and saw Lucky inside.. she was sitting near the gate waiting for me.. wagging her tail.. i stared at her for a while, i tot i was dreaming.. and den, i quickly opened the door and she ran towards me..

i couldnt help it.. i was sooo happy to see her! she jumped on me and i hugged her so tightly tat i never hug her like tat b4.. it was the first time i felt this way.. i felt tat i was going to lose her very soon.. i dun wanna let her go... but i knew someday, my parents will still give her away to someone. i really have to spend more time with her b4 i lose her.. =(