Today i went to eat Sakura at Admiralty Park with hf for lunch. really ate till very very full. after tat, we went to Jason's (hf's fren) hse downstair and waited for him. he drove us to expo. and wow! his driving speed.. super fast man!!!

after expo, the time was already 4pm+, so we headed to changi village. we went to the beach and sat on the bench. Jason and i were taking turn to "suan" hf. LOLs. poor hf.. after tat, we went to have our dinner. after dinner, he drove us back to hf's blk. and the speed was really super fast.

when i reached her hse, i passed her the movie "10 Promises to my Dog". den we watched it together. i stayed and watched with her, cos i wanted to see her reaction when watching the sad part. LOLs. i'm so bad.. =X yeah. so when the sad part comes, i saw hf crying. and she was wiping her tears away. den i asked "are u crying?" she said it's all my fault! den i was laughing away.. hahaha... but.. my eyes were still watery. but not as worse as the 1st time i watched it. haha..

i juz installed RocketDock on my laptop. and i also installed widgets. and for the widgets, i installed singapore radio widget in it. so i can listen to the radio stations. hahas! love it!

and coincidentally, janice oso installed the same thing as me!!! and she installed it today too! i knew it when i told her i installed tis thing. den she told me she oso installed tat juz today. haha! so coincident leh... =X

fyp submission deadline is drawing near.. and we still haven done much. not enough time left. so i decided to pon lesson on friday. janice same class as me on friday, so we decided to pon together on tat day. haha. we will go sch at the same time as usual in the morning. after breakfast, we will go lib do fyp le. really no time left!!

woo! i'm so happy! cos i've got the soundtrack of "10 Promises to my Dog"! and i've searched for it for ages!! =D

the show is really really really nice! i wan to watch it again. but i will sure cry again de. so i muz wait till nobody at home den i watch. LOLs..

i really want to forgive the person who betrayed us. in fact, i've already forgiven her. she still acted nothing happened, and still treat us normally. cos she tot we dunno anything.. and i tried to be close to her like we were in the past, joke with her as usual.. but whenever i tried to be close to her, the feeling is not right anymore... it's different from the past.. we used to be very close frens together. now i tink.. things will never be the same again.. i cant get back the same feelings i used to have for her again...

haiz.. anyways, here are some photos taken today at Koufu canteen. yuanyuan and i were so photogenic.. haha. den these pics were taken by janice's new hp. =D

hur hur hur~ tat's how i laugh now. cos i cant really laugh normally, as i'm having blocked nose, and i'm having a bad bad headache now..

today we are having Multimedia Authoring & Production lesson. and we were given some trailers. there's tis trailer: The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, which attracted me a lot, and i wanted to watch tis movie!! tis movie is abt a guy who was borned old (imagine a baby with lots of wrinkles), and as he "grows", he becomes younger and younger, and eventually becomes a baby. quite an interesting movie, and tis movie gave me a mysterious feeling. hope tis movie will launch soon, and i'll definitely go and watch it! =D

whee! my Web Games de UT 1 grade was out! and Multimedia Authoring & Production UT 2 grade was out too! glad tat i passed both. i tot i will fail my Web Games, and Authoring de UT 2. cos there were too much calculations, and i nv even do 1 qn abt the calculation, so i tot.. there goes my 10 marks...

quite shocked tat i got a B for my UT 2, cos i really left the 2 qns empty, and those 2 consist of 10 marks in total. i tot i would get a C or D for sure. all right, UTs are really getting tougher now. i have to work harder!! i tink i will flunk my other UT 2, and today's Web Games UT 3. haiz...

i'm very sick since yesterday, so i did not go sch yesterday. tat was the first time i skipped school for tis sem. yea. actually wanted to skip for the last week. haiz. now all ruined. i really cant move my whole body yesterday morning. when i woke up, my whole body was aching. both my wrists, 10 fingers, both knees and both ankles were all aching + headache, flu, sore throat and cough. i tried to get up, but i cant, cos my whole body was basically aching from head to toe. so i lied down again. haiz. dunno why like tat oso.

anyways, i juz finished watching "10 Promises to my Dog". yuanyuan gave me tis movie, and while watching, i really cried.. really..... it was so sad tat the dog died, and the gal neglected the dog when it gets older. and... made me tink of my dog... at first i get the dog, i keep sticking to it, but as yrs passed, i get bored with it, and neglected it.. and now it was gone.. so the scenario was somehow similar to mine. and i couldnt help holding back my tears.. while i'm writing tis, there's still tears in my eyes... T____T

today we went out to celebrate ferlinda's bday in advance. her actual bday is at 17th nov. before meeting her, huahua, cm, xy and i went to city hall. we went to raffles city and walk walk.. went to suntec and searched for prezzie. but couldnt find it.. around 5pm+, we took mrt to boon lay and we went to JP and met phy and xavier. after tat we went to the basement and look for cp, as she was waiting for us there. we bought the cake. after a while, xavier went off.

phy, huahua, xy and i were sitting on the bench, while cp and cm were going around to find a place to eat our din din. after a while they called. and we went to look for them. ferlinda was there too. we went to eat at Bentobox. Here are some pics taken..

after eating, we went to Toys'R'us and bought a baby doll for Ferlinda. cos she said she likes baby doll. and it costs around $50. but we shared among ourselves, so it should be ok. haha.

i really went crazy today!! cos i keep grabbing my dada's (ferlinda) hand and started to kiss her. and b4 she went off, cm and i kissed on each side of her cheeks. phy said she didnt see us kiss, and asked us to kiss her again. so we kissed again. ahaha!! and i really got addicted to kissing. and b4 phy and huahua went to take their bus, i went to kiss on phy's cheek! LOL. and she willingly let me kiss on her! haha.. she said i really become high le. and i was really high!! LOLs.

after tat cm and i went to take bus 174 home. and i'm really happy tat we were able to meet up today! really cant bear to separate with them.. quite sad when we were abt to go home. lol. hope on christmas, all of us will be able to make it. the last time all of us went out together was quite long ago le.. haiz...

woo. went out with xy to suntec after sch. we went to eat at MS. but we ate different thing. i ate jia xiang kolo mee, and she ate the jap food beside tis. but we sat together. haha.

after eating, we went to suntec and walked around the book fest. a lot of stuffs!! and i saw pokemon books!! woo! my favourites of all! hahaha.. den xy bought a square cat cushion for $9.90, it was quite cheap, cos the size is quite big. and she helped me took tis pic. lols.

when she saw me, she laughed and said i really look like a small girl, and my hairstyle looks like 樱桃小丸子.. =.=

after tat, we went down 1 storey and walked around the food fair. haha. nice nice.. got electronic stuff too! wonder how come they're mixed.. hmmms... we bought ice cream for $1. cheap cheap. hahas.

anyways, tml we're going to city hall again, i tink we will go there again, but tis time with some other 5/5 gals. hehes. looking forward to it! cos tml we will be celebrating dada's bday in advance! =D

but.. on sun, i oso have to go to suntec with janice again. cos she wanted to buy hp. LOLs. i've broken the record!!!!!! go to suntec 3 times in a row!!! haha.. =.=

argh! time flies! and supervisor is giving us more and more stress. and i need motivation for lessons! even though i have not miss any of the lessons yet, but i was just merely forcing myself to go school everyday. my grades for this week are out now, except for today's lesson, which is 3D.

i really need to get more good grades! cos i knew i wont do well for my UTs. my UT 1 de grades from A-C. i tink the last one will be D for sure. and for UT 2, i tink i wont be doing well for all UT 2 ba. i really cant depend on my UT grades. so i have to bear with it!! dun pon... dun pon... dun pon!!!

yeah! tml i will be going to book fest at suntec with xy after sch! actually xy, huahua and i are planning to go out tml, but huahua last min have to go celebrate her classmate de bday tml. haiz. so xy said tml very sian, wan go out. so we decided to go to the book fest at suntec! yup! so tat should be some kind of motivation for me to go sch!! cos after sch i going out! 忍!!!

LOLs. today my fyp members and i went to take our individual passport size photos. cos we find our RP photo too ugly le. so we decided to take another new one from the machine at Cafe 155. i was the last to take the photo, cos i wan see theirs first. wahaha! janice and yuanyuan do not like their new photos though. so they wanted to use back the RP de photo. hahas. when i took mine, yuanyuan saw my photo and she shouted "SOOO CUTE!!!!" =.= but i dun tink so.... i tink it's ugly, but no choice..

after tat, shan na and i went to scan the photo in the library. hahas. and we combined and put in our msn display pic. LOLs. so FUN and FUNNY!!! hahahaha... here's the pic.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! OIIIIII!!!!! DUN LAUGH!!!!!!! =X

haiz. i didnt have much time to finish my 3D animation UT today. for the last 2 qns, which consist of 10 marks, i barely write them. cos i spent too much time on the 1st few qns le. i oso dun understand why i spent so much time on them, and my laptop so lag! i typed 1 sentence, it hanged. and my time still left 1 more minute, faci asked us to submit le. i tot we go according to our time de? if not it's really unfair to us ppl whose laptops keep hanging. haiz... for my DMT module oso, i dun tink i can get good grade for my UT 2.

anyways, i went to read yandao.com juz now, and i saw that my msn was in his contact! hmms.. din noe how he get my msn either. hahas. tis was my previous nickname, "Est Ketchum". i've changed it to "Asstortle" now. LOLs.

Here are some of the pics taken at ECP last week.

as i said, these are only SOME of the pics, not all. hahas. simply cos.. others are anyhow taken! WAHAHAHA! =X

放不开
我独自一个人在等待
等待不可能获取的爱
还傻傻地 期待

你好坏
曾经说我笑得很可爱
转身却看见你的 无赖
明明和她在一块

对你的过错我忍耐
原谅你 你居然把我推开

我留下的泪 谁能明白
我知道 他不值得依赖
到底该 爱不爱
因为恋爱总是 失败

我害怕没有信心再来
谈恋爱是种恐惧感
我所受 的伤害
不管再多痛
我忍耐

haiz. my STM is getting from bad to worse. i keep forgetting things. even forget something which happened 10 min ago.. zzz... i'm tat worse. right? and i get more blur each day..

Firstly, was the keys matter. the keys was in my bag, and i thought i lost it, so i went around the whole school looking for it, even the toilets. in the end it was in my bag. =.=

Secondly, was the earpiece cotton. i bought a pair of earpiece cotton for my earpiece. and there was a time, i was chatting on my handphone with my handphone de earpiece. den i realized how come one of my earpiece de cotton so fast got a hole le. den i told hf, who went to bought with me together de. she said she dunno how i use de.. den i keep thinking how come.. cos in the afternoon it was not like tat.. den.. later i realized tat the torn cotton was the handphone earpiece, which i have not been using for a long time, and not the earpiece i used normally. zzzzz....

Thirdly, i was using my handphone again. and i was still looking for my handphone. =.=" and i did tat twice. once at home, another in sch. in sch de worse. cos i was talking on the phone, and i REALLY tot i lost my handphone. den i was really panic. i keep touching my pocket and searching for it in my bag, but could not find it. den when i started to talk to the person on the line, i realized tat i was holding my hp. =.=..

Forthly, yuanyuan wanted to fill up the visa form application for her mum who is visiting singapore nxt yr. den she asked me wat does the thing mean. i said tat means the date her mum will be visiting, and until when. so i said the format is date, month, followed by yr "19 .....".. den i keep repeating "19 ...... 19 .....", and i realized something is not right. so yuanyuan corrected me, "should be 2009". and i said OYA!! how come i still live in 19th century. HAIZ... i am THAT blur!!!

and for today. i went out with hf. we went to sing kbox. after tat, we took bus 963 to cwp, and ate our dinner at seoul garden. after eating, we went to shop around. hf told me she going to withdraw money, i said ok. so we went to B1. while going down, i asked where were we going? she said to withdraw money, den i rmb she said tat! and one more thing, hf wanted to buy christmas gifts.. so we went around the gift shops, and she found wat she wanted, but she said she wanted to go pasar malam see whether got sell those things anot, maybe will be cheaper. and 10 min later, we walked out of cwp, i asked where we going, she said pasar malam, look for christmas gifts. den i asked "wat abt the gifts u bought earlier....?" she said she nv buy anything... den i was still trying to find the things she bought somemore!! haiz..

juz yesterday, huahua asked me when did cm, xy and i went out together. i told her, tue or wed.. i cant rmb.. den later i rmb tat it was monday which i went out with them. she asked where we went to.. i keep thinking.... and thinking... i really cant rmb.. WHY AM I LIKE TAT? my STM really getting from bad to worse. will i ever forget my frens? will i ever go out with them today, and forget abt them completely the nxt day? so i really wan to write down wat happen on the day, so i will not forget it easily. i really scared tat i will forget everything.... including my frens.....