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Wednesday, February 11, 2009 @ 5:28 PM


Today's interview was... erm.. i oso dunno how to say. Juz feel tat i will not be selected, as the video the person showed was really professionally done, whereas i only will be able to do those basic editing. haiz. I really dun wan have too high hopes le.. Juz let nature takes its course ba.

有很多事情
我都不想去期待了
因为期待越多
失望就越大

But whenever i tink of this, behind my head, there's something telling me:
期待越多
失望就越大
可是如果没有期待
就一点希望也没有

yup, it's true. i din noe how come my head was like splitting into 2, telling me different things which made me so confused! i really dun wanna tink so much.

i really dun wanna have high hopes on EVERYTHING; results, job, ntu, and... him.. BUT, this doesnt mean tat i will give up. i will NEVER give up. For results, i will be contented if i can pass, cos no use worrying, as it was over already. For job, i will go for interview as usual. For ntu, i will do the assignments given. and him.. i will continue to... admire.. However, for all these, 我再也不会抱着任何希望, 再也不会去期待些什么了.. it's really tiring.. So, i'm keeping myself real busy, so tat i will not have any time left for me to ponder a lot of things.

For now, i only believe 1 thing, that God has a plan for me, it's really no use for me to have high hopes on anything else, so i will only be looking forward to God's plan for me. =)





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