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Saturday, February 28, 2009 @ 5:33 PM


yay! so happy!! my bro really bought a hp for me as my bday prezzie. =D




tis morning went to cm's hse with xy to give her surprise. cos today is her bday. we bought a small cake and gave her. after tat, we stayed in her hse and made the card.. haha.. so fun!

after we went off, we went to eat at KFC, and made something for the games for tml's chalet. hehehe...

after a while, my bro called and asked me go wm. so we went to wm.. he passed me the hp! i was so happy! =D

last yr my bday prezzie was a NDS, tis yr is a handphone by my bro! woo! i really feel so lucky! =)

xy and i continued to do the game thing in mac, and after tat, we went to meet huahua. cos she oso at wm buying a new hp.. hehe.. our hp has the same bday!! same as cm! haha.. =p

yeah! tml will be the chalet!! so happy!! hope it will be a success! =)



Friday, February 27, 2009 @ 11:12 PM


today i went to ntu (again) with janice. i went to pay the registration fee, and janice went to submit the assignment for ADM and pay the registration fee too. we had our lunch at the canteen.

after tat, we went to Recruit Express and look for jobs. after tat we went to the lib. i really love je library.. and it has become my favourite hangout place le. haha..

we took some comics, and went to cafe galilee. janice bought milkshake and i read doraemon while waiting for her. lols. after she finished her milkshake, we went back to the 4th floor, cos we can talk and eat there. haha.. like picnic.. =p

after tat, we took the same train. she alighted at queenstown, as her dad will be waiting to fetch her there, and i took to city hall, cos my bro treating me to watch movie.

when i reached city hall, my bro was still working at wm. so i went to MPH Bookstore and browsed through some books. i really got interested in this book entitled: Overcoming Anger and Irritability, by William Davies. As i read on, it says "There's nothing wrong with being angry, but to be irritable." It also mentioned tat if we are angry, we have to find out the main cause of it. The book gave some examples for blog entries. The whole entry, muz have a main thing tat cause ppl to be angry.. So.. wat really cause irritability in me?

i got so engrossed in reading, until i forget abt the time. so i walked to suntec and meet my bro outside Eng Wah Cinema. we went to watch Bloody Valentine in 3D. and WOW!! i really wow-ed. haha. first time watching movie in 3D. we got to wear tis goggle, and once i wore it, everything became so 3D on the screen. the whole advertisements and trailers were designed to be 3D too.

when the show started, i got excited. and the starting of the show was gross.. the whole movie was nice!! i mean the action part.. when the person was throwing something towards us, bullet from a gun flying towards us, axe hacked towards us with sharp edges.. looked so real! haha... i really love tis kind of stuff... scaring and making myself nervous.. xD

after watching, we went to have our dinner at Ya Zhou Cafe, it was located at the basement of suntec (#B1-058A), near the fountain. and i tell u.. it was the most most most awful Ramen i've ever ate! i will NEVER go there to eat again!

hehe. yay! my bro going to buy me a new hp! cos tat handphone was like twin package? buy 1 get 1, and got 2 memory cards, and 1 bag free.. tat hp quite long ago le. but i've been aiming for tat long ago oso.. =p my bro said tml maybe he will go and buy le.. happy happy! =D


Thursday, February 26, 2009 @ 11:25 PM


5 years... it had been 5 years.. but why am i still thinking abt the past? i noe he's not worth me, but i still cant help it.. i always tot i have forgotten abt him completely for the past 4 yrs.. but i'm wrong.. if not for the past diary entries i've read, i tink i will nv tink of him again..

after looking at the past, i realized i'm actually two-sided face. i dun show my true emotion easily.. when he did smth very wrong to me, i pretended nth happened, and showed him i was not angry AT ALL! but deep in my heart, i felt very hurt, and betrayed.. i juz dun wan to spoil it.. haiz.

it's all over now.. i really enjoyed being with my frens.. cos tat is when i wont be thinking of other stuff, and concentrate on playing with my frens and fooling around.. but when i'm alone again, things will start coming into my mind for no reason. ARGHH!!!

hope everything will be back to normal SOON! he's really not worth!!! get out of my mind!! Genki dashite! =D


Wednesday, February 25, 2009 @ 10:43 AM


i really love to do personality tests. cos tat's when i got to noe more abt myself. sometimes i really dun understand myself. recently i went to do 2 tests, and tat's the results i got. =)






i really din noe abt it. until when i read it and tink abt it, i find it quite true oso. haha...



@ 1:28 AM


wow. the world is REALLY small!! i juz realized.. my pri sch fren, Ernest, was the cousin of xy. haha.. so qiao leh... thanks to facebook ya! haha... =D

and today i started to play a mmorpg of pokemon called Pokemon Global. actually in the past, i got to noe this game, but the graphics were not so nice. now the graphics are nice, so i decided to try it. it was fun! however the walking was slow, as in tile-by-tile.. like wat i did for the "maze" game in my web game module. lol..

recently i was playing pokemon.. haha.. even in facebook.. cos there's tis pokemon app, den oso like mmo tat kind.. quite fun.. but tat one is more of mission kind. hehe.. anyways, as long as it is pokemon, i will LOVE it! =D

*Counting down 4 days to Chalet!!!


Tuesday, February 24, 2009 @ 12:49 AM


HAPPY 21ST BDAY HUAHUA!!!

actually i was intending to send her the msg at 12am sharp. but the time was still early, so i decided to find something to do. and... i really found smth to do..

i read my past diary entries (not in blogger).. when i first write a diary, i was in sec 3, which was inspired by my first guy. he wrote his entries in tat website, so i wrote it oso..

ever since i started to write, i will write it almost everyday, every single thing which happened on tat day, in detailed. and i wrote until the yr 2005. from yr 2003-2005.

when i read it, memories came flashing back... good and bad memories... abt my past relationships... and crushes i have on other ppl..

mostly was written abt my 2nd guy.. those memories were sweet..

i realized the way i wrote it.. looked so familiar.. later den i realized, it was the same style as written by Low Kay Hwa's in his books. cos in his books, he will include diary entries of the person when she was younger. and when the guy in the story read the entries, it seems like the writing style was same as mine.. i realized i wrote it in a childish way, and too much of broken english..

i realized a lot of things when i read through my entries.. realized how i was blinded by love in the past.. and how stubborn and silly i am.. looking back, i really find myself wasting so much time on some useless things with childish mindset..

guessed i was too engrossed in reading those entries.. until i overshot the time to send huahua a bday msg.. until she msn-ed me, den i rmb.. =.=

really let my huahua down.. haiz..

those entries.. be it sad or happy, really ruined my mood now... suddenly, i've become so emo.. even when chatting in msn, i juz merely typed "haha", but i juz couldnt smile..

i once wanted to bury those "precious" memories of mine deep in my heart, and nv to dig it out again.. din noe i will actually read it out of boredom... tat's so silly of me!!! O_O


Monday, February 23, 2009 @ 6:12 PM


Whee! i've juz finished reading "You Are Here". it was nice!! but to rank the 3 books i've read so far, i will rank "I Believe You" 1st, 2nd - "You Are Here", and 3rd - "Destiny's Cries".

Low Kay Hwa's books are really inspiring! i really cant stop reading once i started. i juz started to read "You Are Here" yesterday at abt 1am. I read nearly 3/4 of the book, and it was already near 3am. i really dun feel like sleeping, and wanted to continue reading.

So this morning i woke up, while waiting for my results to be released, i read the book again. haha. and finally finished it when i reached home frm sch. =)

The books are really addictive, and i was really into the story when i read it, putting myself into the shoes of the person in the story. and even after reading it, i was still tinking abt the scenario.. they are juz so.. real.. I even dreamt abt the story last night. =X

The scenario in all his books will have some psychology stuff in it.. like mental illness, bombarding with all the psychology terms and illnesses. i really got interested in it, and i wanted to study more abt it... so.. i've chose "Psychology" as my 3rd choice when i applied for NTU. LOLs..

Oya, today while i was in bus 963 to sch, i was hoping to see "him" at the bus stop. However i did not see him. instead, i saw a guy with army uniform. i reckoned that was frm his camp. but he already ord-ed. knowing tat, i still wanted to take a closer look. To my surprised, it was Jinpeng!! LOLs. so qiao. dunno why he so early knock off frm camp. i din ask much too. cos he was sitting 2 seats behind frm me. hehe..

*Counting down 6 more days to chalet... ^_^


Sunday, February 22, 2009 @ 10:48 PM


yeah!! so happy! haha. finally got to chat with my favourite author; Low Kay Hwa. hehe.

i asked him abt whether is he going to publish anymore books in the future, and he said YES!!! woo!!! i wan more books from him!! haha. and oso asked abt the "I Believe You", the bus was it 157? he said yea, can be 174 oso. but he wrote the book with 157 in his mind! LOL!! he told me he stayed at jurong west, 157 area. haha!!

i told him abt the books which have his signature on it, and he asked whether issit the old covers, and said those very long ago le. haha..

yea, chatted quite a lot oso. now my feeling is like... elated!! hope to see more of his books in the future, and hope he will be well-recognized by ppl all over the world.. =D


Saturday, February 21, 2009 @ 10:09 PM


haha. today went to je lib with xy again. LOLs. recently we keep going to library. haha..

we took some comics and read at the 4th storey, cos can talk loud loud. and we oso continued to discuss abt the chalet stuff; games and food. after a while, cm came. she passed me Low Kay Hwa's books!! so happy!! with his signature somemore!! and i've taken a pic on each book with his signature! haha.. THANKS A LOT, cm!!! =D

after tat, we went to eat at cafe galilee.. again.. haha! we ordered 3 sets of 2-in-1 combo. and we share share. when there were 1 left on each item, we split it into 3. haha..

after eating, we went back to 4th storey and continued to read, and cm studied for her exams.

we were getting colder, so we decided to go down 1 level.. and we found a table, with only 1 person, but the person was not there, so we sat there.. after a while, phy and xavier came.. haha. they were juz sitting opposite us!! so qiao! haha! den we went to sit with there..

and... cm and phy really seemed like they got distracted by us... they were supposed to study for their exams, and xy and i were playing with facebook on xy's lappy. haiz... really feel bad... but really happy tat we got more ppl in the lib day by day.. haha... yea. and we stayed until the lib closed. xy went to take mrt, phy and xavier take bus 176, cm and i take bus 178..

*Counting down to chalet... 8 more days!!! =D


Friday, February 20, 2009 @ 9:38 PM


This morning i went to watch Look for a Star with my bro at 10am at wm. The whole theatre only got 2 of us. haha! and the show was very nice!! haha.. the funny parts i really laughed out loud, cos no ppl in the theatre.. =p

After watching, we went to eat Subway, we only ordered 6-inch set, and ate until very very full... after eating, we went to shop for my mum's bday present, cos today's her bday.

After a while, xy came, and we continued to shop for the present and finally, we bought a foot bubble massager. LOLs.

We accompanied xy to take her lunch at the foodcourt, after tat, xy and i went to je to look for job at Kelly Services, and my bro headed home. haha.

After Kelly Services, we went to the lib and read Doraemon. We took a lot.. haha... abt 7 comics, and we found a seat to read. While we were going down the escalator to look for seats, Xavier went up the escalator, and xy saw him and called him. haha.

When we were reading the comics, phy called and she came and look for us. We accompanied her to Cafe Galilee for her lunch. After tat, we went back and sit together with her and xavier. lols..

Xy and i went to look for Games Planning book for our Chalet. haha. and we really had fun discussing the Games!! LOLs. i tink we really distracted phy, cos she was studying her exams, and we were like giggling and enjoying ourselves while discussing. =X

We stayed until the lib closed, and took train back.

Tml xy and i will continue to discuss again. haha! it's so fun! =D

Counting down to Chalet..... 9 more days... xD

btw, i've finished reading "Destiny's Cries" on the day i borrowed, and returned it 2 days ago. LOLs. really nice. i really cant stop reading once i started to read it. cm said she got 3 books of Low Kay Hwa's. she said she met him a few years back, and bought the book frm him IN PERSON!!! i'm sooo envious.. i wan meet him IN PERSON too!!! =(


Tuesday, February 17, 2009 @ 10:59 PM


hehe. went out with xy to tampines today. we walked around tampines mall, den century square, and den we went to the lib. i went to look for Low Kay Hwa's book, and found tat 2 of his books are not on loan at bpp lib. so xy and i took bus 67 all the way frm tampines to bukit panjang. haha!

when we reached, xy went to take her dinner at ljs. and den we went to the lib. i only found one of his books; "Destiny's Cries", and i borrowed it. we read some books in the lib and stayed until the last 15 min b4 the lib closed. haha.. after tat we walked to the bus stop. she took bus 187, and i took bus 963 home.

yay! the date for our very FIRST chalet is drawing nearer!! so excited! i'm so looking forward to it!! =D


Monday, February 16, 2009 @ 10:13 PM


hah! really had a fun day today!

tis morning met camilla, my pri sch fren at bb control, den we went to the zoo together! so long since we last went to the zoo. hehe. =p

we really had an enjoyable time there!

i saw lucinda and alvin at the Elephant Show. after tat, saw them again at the Reptile Garden. den KFC when we were having our lunch, and den saw them at Fragile Forest, and lastly, saw them again above Fragile Forest. haha! so qiao...

and i'm really in love with a pony named Partidor. It's so cute! hahas!

we spent over 6hrs in the zoo, yet we cant finish everything. and worse still, it suddenly rained so heavily.. and spoilt our mood to continue to walk further...

after zoo, we took bus back to cck, and had our dinner at lot 1. after dinner, we headed to wm and walk walk..

well, we really took tons of pics.. over 500++ pics in a day!! WE ARE SOOOO CRAZY MAN!!! O_O

and i tink i'm not going to upload ALL, i will juz upload some with our faces on it. haha! =p

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