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Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 10:47 AM


Just found out that Donghae actually composed a song recently. i really love his voice!! so sweet and gentle.. i was just telling this to jiaqi yesterday.. haha!! The 1st song being played in my playlist was sung by him! <3 <3 and i've put total of 9 songs in my playlist! actually added only a few.. but i keep adding more and more.. =.= cos i really find the songs nice! haha!! wanted to put more.. but... i *control control*!


Saturday, November 7, 2009 @ 11:38 PM


SuJu M's Blue Tomorrow MV is finally out today! Very nice!! <3 <3

And i'm addicted to their first album de song, In My Arms. I dunno why when i first listened to this song last time, i got this very warmth feeling, and now i really addicted to this song.

Here's the song:




i love the footages too! really cant stop laughing when i watched it. haha!

alright, i'm going back to my fish pond le.. goodnight!! =)



@ 12:12 AM


I went for prayer session with jq juz now. i knocked off from work at 4pm, cos yesterday i went home late, so today can go back early! hehe.

I meet jq at 7:45pm, as the prayer session started at 8pm. After the session, we went to cm's blk and take pic. lol.. and we sat there and chit chat.. at first we were sitting at the void deck, den we saw a cockroach. so we were freaked out. and i told jq to ask her Sungmin to come, den she said by the time he comes.... and juz b4 she could finish her sentence, i said come le... pointing to the cockroach which were approaching us.. den both of us quickly jumped out of our seats. haha! so we switched to another place to chit chat instead.

We were wondering whether if the rests of our frens were on their way back home anot, cos we nv go out with them.. and i was wondering wat was cm's reaction when she saw us.. and i juz did the reaction i assumed to jq..

After chatting a while, cm really appeared! haha, and the reaction was EXACTLY the same as i assumed. LOL!! cm said phy oso was wondering whether are we still in church anot. haha. den i said we also tot the same way, and we really dun need any communication devices to communicate with each other le, cos we can use our telepathy. haha..

The 3 of us chatted. and we started to chat about chalet and stuff.. and talked abt pitching tents.. so i told them there was once i was in the tent and it rained heavily... all my stuff inside were wet.. i said i was at East Coast Park, but i nv say tat, i juz said "Dong Hai".. and den i was stucked there, keep repeating "Dong Hai... Dong Hai...", and jq helped me to add an "An" behind everytime i said "Dong Hai". cos East Coast Park in chinese is called "Dong Hai An"... haha... =X

While walking home, i was still tinking abt this... and i was smiling to myself.. haha... i'm crazy.. den when i reached home, i logged into skype, the first thing jq said was "Dong Hai An".. haha.. den i said i was tinking abt tat earlier.. den said we really dun need any communication devices le. I think i've said tat 6 times in juz 1 night... =.=

Yeah! i'm so looking forward to tml! cos tat will be the day SuJu M's Blue Tomorrow MV will be out! it's my favourite! ^^ <3 <3


Friday, November 6, 2009 @ 8:46 AM


Yeah!! It's Friday today!! I'm slacking off for a while first, cos i've finished my data entry, and left with only the chicken thigh to stitch.. after stitching i really have nothing to do le... hehe..

I'm addicted to cyworld lately.. I love playing with the pet.. =p


Thursday, November 5, 2009 @ 7:42 AM


I'm so tired!! What i hate abt working is waking up early in the morning.. this morning when i woke up i was so tired! and i was freezing cold!!! really dun have the mood to wake up..

Now i'm in lab le.. very cold... and jq said it's raining now.. I'm listening to 93.3fm now, and the dj oso said it's raining heavily outside now.. highest temperature only 30 degree celcius.. O_O! but when i was walking here, the weather was normal de... weather really changed fast... =.=

Alright, today i'll be working on rat again.. hope i can do better this time... Hwaiting!! =D


Wednesday, November 4, 2009 @ 7:36 AM


i'm in my workplace now. nothing to do at the moment, cos it's still early, so no chicken to stitch yet. haha!

anyways, i really love this job, and i really thank God for it. God really has a plan for me, and i can see the sequence of it: In the beginning in June, xy and i got a job in NUH working as ward-controller. we didnt even apply it.. or rather, we didnt even go to tat particular agency; Search Network. So we agreed to work and started the nxt day. lol.. after this job, i got interested in Healthcare line.. so every jobs i tried to apply was related to hospitals and healthcare.. and later i got shortlisted for a clinic assistant job, in NUH too.. 1st day of work i did nothing, juz sitting at the counter and observed my colleagues working. 2nd day of work i followed one of my seniors to run the clinic. and tat very day, a doc asked abt me, and asked whether i'm interested in a lab work, which is wat i'm working now.. so i said i'll consider. a few weeks later, i run his clinic again, and den i said i was interested in the job, and he gave me the number to call. but i received no replies at all for a few weeks, and den a HR called very sudden, and asked me to go for interview the nxt day. and tat was how i got this job now.

God is really amazing! He has a plan for all of us. He once told me: If you really want something and you couldnt get it, if think you have not work hard enough to achieve it, work harder.. But if you think you have tried your best and worked very hard no matter what, but still dont get what you want, that is not God's plan for you. Try other stuff, and don't waste time on it. Cos if that is not in God's plan, no matter how hard u try, u still will not get it..

Today i have department meeting. I think i will fall asleep in the meeting, cos it is a meeting for all doctors, nurses and staff... haiz.. and i've made up my mind juz this morning, i've decided to go for EVERY prayer session held on every 1st and 3rd Friday of each month.. i really have to make this a habit.. i wanna be closer to God, and i wanna be a prayer warrior! Hwaiting! =D


Tuesday, November 3, 2009 @ 9:57 PM


haha. i tink i'm addicted to playing cyworld le.. but the bad thing abt it is all the functions are limited... and need "red beans" to buy.. even for background music and skins.. even when we upload our own music, we are limited to 7 days at least.. and worse thing is, "red beans" have to be bought with real money... =.= so i tink after 7 days, i juz leave my cyworld as it is ba.. anyways i juz created this cyworld because of Donghae! =D

i love the pet game! haha.. can teach pet to speak, and when other ppl leave their footprint on my petpage, i'll get $$ for my pet to buy stuff! haha.. fun! and i oso got to read SuJu's update.. guess wat? Hangeng became my latest love in SuJu! tat makes 5!
- My 1st: Donghae of cos! ^^
- 2nd: Heechul (i oso dunno why i like him. when i first saw him in EHB, i feel that he really looks like "Proud Clone" (my side dish in NUH when working as Ward-Controller), maybe tat's why i like him ba. haha..)
- 3rd: Eunhyuk (cos he is cute, and he's so compatible with Donghae!! Eunhae~ <3)
- 4th: Leeteuk (i love his smile... lol..)
- 5th: Hangeng (i started to like him when i watched the SuJu M show.. he's so funny.. and when Teukie kissed all of the SuJu members to slp, Hangeng was the extraordinary one.. and in his cyworld, he called himself "韩庚 韩庚 韩庚, 庚饭 庚饭 庚饭", which makes me like him even more! haha..)


Monday, November 2, 2009 @ 6:30 AM


haha. early in the morning i woke up i was very happy already! =D why? there's only one thing which can make me so happy.. yup! Fishy! hehe.. i dreamt of him!! hahahaHAE! and in my dream i was very happy too hae... =p

alright, i heading off to work le hae.. today will be doing anastomosis on rats hae.. hope i wont kill the rat before i finish the surgery hae... haehaehae~~ =D


Sunday, November 1, 2009 @ 4:24 PM


ARGHHH!!! I'm going CRAZY!!! really CRAZY!!! i found a very nice tutorial of learning korean. and when i came across the Compound Consonants.. the person picked "Haengbok" as an example. It is a song by SuJu.. and tat very part is sung by DONGHAE!!! ARGHHHH!!!! hahahaha... CRAZY le.... =DD

Here is the vid of the tutorial...




It is really sung by Donghae!! no wonder when the person read out the words.. i find it so so familiar... and when he sang out tat part, i'm 100% guarantee that it is sung by Donghae!! LOL!!! I'm going crazy AGAIN!!! xD



@ 2:46 PM


yeah! i've changed my banner le. finally looks better as compared to previous de.. cos this one looks normal.. not over-stretched.. hehe... i wanna learn korean!! but dunno wat is a good website to learn it.. so that i can understand it even though there is no subs.. LOL! i'm really crazy abt them (SuJu).. but tat's a good thing too! it can be one of my motivation to learn korean, cos i always wanted to learn it since i was very young, and Korea is always my favourite country since i was 8 yrs old.. but everytime learn halfway i gave up. So this time, i'm taking Donghae as my motivation to learn Korean! =D


@ 12:08 AM


Wow~ it has really been long since i last updated my blog. LOL..

I've been busy these days.. Working from Monday to Friday.. only get to rest at home on weekends.. so i really dun wanna go out on weekends..

I really dun have much time for myself.. so i only can spend most of the time to do my own stuff on weekends. Most of the time i'll be watching videos online, and surfing on SuJu's stuff! haha.. i'm really crazy abt my Fishy~ Really crazy until i'm out of my mind.. Even when i was working, i was tinking abt him until i didnt even aware that i've cut my hand several times.. until the nxt few days den i noticed the cuts on my hands... =.=

I'm so happy cos everyday i tuned into 93.3fm while i'm working.. den i was hoping to hear Suju's songs being played on 93.3fm.. but still i tink it was impossible.. den nxt day i really heard their song being played!! When the song started the 1st 5 sec, i immediately knew it was their song.. and i was elated! den i was hoping to hear another of their songs again, but this time, i knew it was impossible this time.. cos they wont play songs by the same artistes more than 1 time in 1hr. but juz within 1hr, i heard another of their song! same thing, when the song juz started, i knew it was their song le.. juz den, i really went crazy! and i was hoping to hear their song again the nxt day.. den the nxt day i heard their song being played in 93.3fm AGAIN!! haha.. so happy!! =D

And juz yesterday i went out with xy, cm, and phy.. den i asked hf along oso.. and when she reached le, she told me she was at the basement.. so i wanted to tell them hf was at basement, but instead i said hf was at DONGHAE!!! cos i was looking at my hp (donghae's pic) while talking to them.. =.=

And for today's Xuan Jiao Zhi Ye, whatever i see and hear, i will sure to hear Donghae's name.. even in the program list, i saw the word "DONG" and "HAI" separately.. even when they sing the song, i heard "Donghae".. i tot it was juz my imagination, but moon moon oso heard it!! LOL! and xy and i even named East Coast Park as "Donghae Island". cos in chinese, East Coast Park is "Dong Hai An", and Donghae de chinese name is "Dong Hai".. i really wish i can go to an island only consist of Donghae... i'm going crazy again... X.X

Haha.. i'll remake my banner once i have the time.. cos i tink this banner is somehow over-stretched.. not very nice.. =.=

Alrights, i'm going to slp le.. tml still have service! *Happy dreaming abt my Fishy* Night night! <3





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