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Saturday, April 17, 2010 @ 11:40 PM

i cant slp.. i really cant slp now... i noe i shouldnt be thinking so much.. i should leave everything to God. i really need to pray for my Family, especially my dad... because of the pain in his leg, it really affected him alot.

He has to cycle to the carpark every morning, cos the carpark is rather far from our hse, and he told me a few days ago he almost lost his life because of the pain. he escaped THREE times of danger. Firstly, he cant control his bike when his leg hurt suddenly while he was cycling, and result him in cycling towards the field, and couldnt brake because it was muddy, but in the end he still managed to brake. after tat he continued to cycle. he told me he wanted to cross the road, cos normally early in the morning that road will not have any car, and he will juz accelerate his bike and cross the road without looking. but for tat particular day, there was a car speeding, and he was riding his bike as normal, preparing to accelerate and cross the road, but he made a swift turn when he saw the car speeding towards him, as he didnt managed to brake on time. he said if he hadnt make that swift turn, he might end up flying off. i was so shocked upon listening to him saying this! i really cant imagine wat will become of me if this really happen.. TT___TT and one more thing, it was when he was driving along the slope, he almost got a car accident... but still managed to escape it. ALL because of the pain in his leg!!

Thinking abt all these really make me feel uneasy.. today my dad lost his bunch of keys. He forget abt the keys after he used them to open the door, he juz left the keys there and drove it off juz like tat.. O_O and those keys are important. after my Korean class, i went to find my dad. and i asked him to drive back to the places he went before. Sorta tracking-back. But when he drove until Bukit Gombak area, he went to work first le, cos he was running late. after tat, we went to pick up my mum. and he continued to drive to where we last stopped. He saw the keys on the floor along CCK road! but they were already crushed and bent. Thank God, we already duplicated some of the keys le.

I really hope my dad will be better. I asked him to go see doctor regarding his leg, cos it was on-and-off kinda thing. He couldnt concentrate well because of the pain, and it can be very dangerous especially when he's driving or cycling. he said he's better now, but i wouldnt noe when will it come again. maybe nxt time it will be worse. i really need to pray hard to my Almighty God. hope He will heal my dad's leg and thank God for saving his life several times.. TT___TT