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Sunday, December 12, 2010 @ 9:53 PM

Yesterday i went to Korean Night with jy which was organized by DaeHan. The host was so entertaining and he really made the whole event fun and interesting!

Here are some pics taken at Korean Night. It was my first time wearing Hanbok, a traditional Korean dress. ^^

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I made this cos i simply love him too much! <3 xD

Friday, December 10, 2010 @ 7:03 AM

Last night i had a tiff with my dad. All because of a..... photo.. I shall start from the beginning.

3 days ago, i received a letter asking me to renew my passport. And i need to re-take the ID photo. However, my bro said my photo printer can print the ID photo, so he asked me to help him take his photo with my camera, and he will help me to take mine. so 2 days ago, we started to take each other's photos. And there was shadow of us in the background, so we need to re-take again. But I helped my bro to edit his previous photo. So there was no more shadow. I'm unable to edit mine. So I have to re-take again. So last night my bro helped me to take again. He was so unskilled that it resulted me to look so fat in the photo, and he looked so slim in the photo!

When my dad came home last night, he saw both the photo. I said those were only 1 day apart. and he laughed at my photos saying how come only 1 day apart looked so much different? I said my bro no skilled. and he continued saying, my bro so fat, he looked so slim, and i'm so slim, yet i looked so fat. he keep laughing and repeating this. until i couldnt take it.. I just threw the photos away.

I'm already so tired for the past 1 month. Courses after courses without even have a space to breathe and no time to rest. By the time i can rest, it's time for me to work again. Finally it will be my off-day for the whole of nxt week. I've applied this leave more than 1 month ago. And yesterday I was asked to cancel my leave for Monday and Tuesday just because a doctor will be coming to dissect a cadaver part on Tuesday, Monday i need to go back to work JUST to take out the part from the freezer and defroze it! I thought I can finally rest fully for the whole nxt week, and I've been enduring until the end of this week, just to tell myself that it will be over soon. But I was wrong.. I still need to endure for 2 more days! Recently I've been going home at 6:30pm, reached home at 7:30pm. My mind was already half-dead, and the news had made me even more restless, somemore my dad keep been so sarcastic to me. I'm really exploding!

This morning when i was in the bus, I asked God why am i becoming like this. I asked Him to change me back to what i was previously. And i said, how i wish i could cry out my heart, after that everything will be ok. And right after that, i really break down.. My tears fell uncontrollably. I quickly wiped off so nobody will see it. Hopefully after nxt week, I can really rest fully.. Haiz...