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Thursday, March 24, 2011 @ 5:17 PM

I met her today. It was the 4th time we met. Today, she cried in front of me. I couldnt tell her the doctor's decision, it will add on to her disappointment even more. It's really heart-aching to see her in such a state. I promised her i will help her. Since i've promised her, i will do it for sure. Even though it was only the 4th time we met, from the way she talked to me, I knew she is a very cheerful girl. I really dun want to see her cheerful face turns into a sulky face because of this. I totally understood how she felt, cos i was in her shoes before. Dun worry Kellie, i will try my best to help u. I will pray for you daily. Like what you said, I was being "saved" by an angel. I'm sure God will send His angel to "save" you, too! Everything's gonna be alright. :)

Tuesday, March 22, 2011 @ 7:13 PM

Bruno Mars - Marry You

It's a beautiful night,
We're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Well I know this little chapel on the boulevard we can go,
No one will know,
Come on girl.
Who cares if we're trashed got a pocket full of cash we can blow,
Shots of patron,
And it's on girl.

Don't say no, no, no, no-no;
Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;
And we'll go, go, go, go-go.
If you're ready, like I'm ready.

Cause it's a beautiful night,
We're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

I'll go get a ring let the choir bells sing like oooh,
So whatcha wanna do?
Let's just run girl.
If we wake up and you wanna break up that's cool.
No, I won't blame you;
It was fun girl.

Don't say no, no, no, no-no;
Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;
And we'll go, go, go, go-go.
If you're ready, like I'm ready.

Cause it's a beautiful night,
We're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Just say I do,
Tell me right now baby,
Tell me right now baby. (x2)

Cause it's a beautiful night,
We're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Sunday, March 20, 2011 @ 9:56 PM

This morning during service, i've made my promise to God, that i will take up my cross and follow Him, and i'm prepared to face all the hardships, even if it costs my life. I really would like to go on a missionary trip to Japan and help the victims. Now all i can do is to pray for them. :(

Lord, I promise to be a faithful and loyal servant. You chose me to be a Christian, I will do my part to fulfill the purpose of my life. I will follow You to the ends of the Earth.

Saturday, March 19, 2011 @ 11:28 PM

I was bitten by my laboratory rodent yesterday morning, and my finger was bleeding profusely. I really couldnt stop the bleeding. The rat made 2 deep markings on my finger, so my blood just flowed out from the 2 markings. No matter how hard i press my wound, it just couldnt stop flowing. Once i stopped pressing, it gushed out like nobody's business. So I pressed my finger all the way from NUS to my lab. Put down the cage, and pressed all the way to 7-eleven to buy plasters. I saw an anti-bacterial wet wipes, so i thought i would have to buy it too.

I called Jeremy and told him abt it. He asked me to better see a doctor. Even though I had a tetanus shot, there still could be a slight risk of getting the disease from the rat. So i went to see a doc at the staff clinic, and was given some packets of Chlorhex wash, antibiotic cream, and some antibiotics for me to take after complete full course.

Went out with my bro and his fiancée after work. After dinner we went to her hse. On the way we saw several cats. And I have this phobia of seeing cats now. Whenever i see them, i will not dare to look into their eyes. I was so scared that they will jump onto me and scratch me. On our way home, i saw cats too. And i really sped up by trying not to look at it. They're just so.... scary...

After this incident, i think i've became a scaredy cat.. i'm really scared of picking up the rats, and now.. i'm even starting to be scared of cats... i wonder how am i going to survive the nxt 3 months with this fear.

Sunday, March 13, 2011 @ 1:57 PM

I'm starting to miss her~!! oh man! really felt guilty.. i was the one suggesting we eat lunch together on Friday, but i actually said i cant cos we had catering over at our side.. in the end she had to eat lunch alone.. :(

I think she's really my long-lost sister, as we really have alot of things in common! What's more? We only met 3 times, and we had so much to talk about! She told me i was the 1st person she talked to in NUH on her first day of work. haha.. and i'm really proud of it.. she oso told me how she hated her current job, and several times, she cried in the toilet. She told me even though she was eating lunch with her colleagues, she dun feel being part of them. I had this feeling too, when i was having lunch with my ex-colleagues last time. I saw myself in her when i was working in PCA back then, so i knew exactly how she feels. She's a Christian too! yea~! I think God brought us to get to know each other from the very beginning at the lift lobby. :)

Really looking forward to work with her soon! ^^

Wednesday, March 9, 2011 @ 8:27 PM

I'm in a rather good mood today. :)

Hmm.. i shall start from last week. Last monday, i met this girl, she was asking me for Security Office. She said it was her first day of work as a PCA. I told her i used to work as a PCA too, but then transferred to lab technician. I asked abt her dept, and she said Ortho. I was surprised, cos i used to work in this dept as PCA too! haha.. Since then I think we're really fated to know each other. We bid goodbye after i brought her to the Security Office. After that, I thought we will surely meet again someday...

This morning, I thought of her suddenly in the bus when i was on my way to work.. Really hope i can see her again.. When i reached the office, i received a phone call from a girl asking me the location of our dept office. i told her the way, but she was still lost. So she called the 2nd time and i walked out to fetch her in. The moment i met her, both of us had the same reaction! *Pointing at each other with a surprised expression* She was the one i met on her first day of work!! haha... We're really fated! ^^

She told me Mr Peng introduced her to this lab technician job (as i will be leaving soon). She came for interview on this job this morning. I told her i was introduced by Mr Peng too, when it was only my 2nd day of work. haha... We chatted for quite long and i was really happy to meet her again.. It really seemed like we've known each other for years. LOL!

Tomorrow I will be guiding her on the anastomosis of chicken vessels. Hope she will like it and accept this job, so we can get to work together, at least for a few months before i leave.. :)

Tuesday, March 8, 2011 @ 10:15 PM

Mr Peng asked me to his room last Friday together with Dr Alphonsus Chong. He asked me about my decision. My decision is still the same. Then he asked me to consider again. The cycle repeats itself. 1 month ago, he talked to me about this matter. I told him my decision, he asked me to reconsider and will ask me again nxt time. And now he asked me again, I said the same thing, and he said the same thing too, which is asking me to reconsider and he will ask me again nxt time.

I really dunno how long will this continue on. Maybe it will stop once I agree to stay? Yesterday I met Dr Matthew in the lift. I told him abt this. He gave me his opinion, which i think is very useful. I'll bear his words in mind. :) I've made up my mind immediately after listening to his "powerful" words. ^^